Aku sama kayak remaja kebanyakan jaman itu, pas lagi masik umur2 belasan *yah! pas masik ‘kecil’ dulu itu!* Paling ndak bisa ngertiin kenapa sih hubungan antara aku ama mama-ku "tak seindah biasa" –> Kayak lagu’ne Siti Nurhaliza hehehehe :p Aku ama mama-ku sama2 ndak isa ngertiin posisi masing2, lbh susahnya lagi karena sejak kecil aku ndak biasa curhat2-an ama mama. "Mama"-ku itu justru… Oma-ku tersayang! Emak-ku! *I love Her to death* Aku sll cerita2 ke Emak segala hal yg menurutku penting ndak penting hrs diceritain hehehehe :p Pokoknya tiap hari hrs ada session cerita ama Emak! Aku sll cerita2 pas pulang sekolah ato… pas klo mau bubuk malem. *Believe it or Not tp aku SELALU dan MASIH bubuk se-ranjang ama Emak! hehehehe :p* Bahkan sampe sekarang klo aku liburan pulang Indo, aku sll balek bubuk bareng Emak-ku.
Situasi di mana aku dan mama-ku tetep ‘kekeuh" di pendirian masing2 ini, terus ada sampe saat aku baru awal2 dateng ke Melbourne. Tapi, lama2 aku nyadar bahwa tanpa banyak kata2 ato omongan2 bareng… sebenernya aku dan mama-ku sudah ndak ada lagi di posisi yg sama. Masing2 dr kita berusaha ngertiin posisi yg kita punyai. Alesan dr ini? Uhm… Maybe… Karena mama-ku dan aku sdh mulai ‘menua’ hehehehe :p
I realised that I begin to emulate my mom! (Aku sadar kalo ternyata aku mulai meniru mama-ku!)
Aku mulai mengerti… dan aku harap mama-ku juga mengerti kenapa kita dulu bisa "tidak seindah biasa".
Aku mulai mengerti kenapa dulu ato kenapa mama sekarang begini dan begitu. I begin to see her actions from not just one prespectives. Sekarang, aku sll berusaha melihat banyak hal, ato saat membuat keputusan aku hrs mempertimbangkan dr banyak sisi. As now I believed that all of my mom’s actions, all of her decisions for me was and what she would make for me in the future is for the sake of my own best. (Sekarang, aku begitu menghargai dan mulai mengerti atas segala apa yg telah ato akan dilakuin mama-ke ke aku adalah semata-mata karena dia pengen aku dapet yg paling baek dari segala hal). Contohnya: My mom sent my to Melbourne without any previous notices. Tiba2 aja mama-ku bilang, "yah km mama berangkat’in ke Melbourne buat Kuliah di sana 2 thn. Ntar 2 minggu lagi sekolah nya mulai". *Yah kira2 gitu lah pas itu ngomongnya* So… Can u imagine how shocked I was? UnBELIEVEbly Shocked! And the stories goes on… Here I am now, finishing my degree in 2 months and I had the Best Experience by living the life that my mom helped me to construct. Mama-ku membantu aku mewujudkan apa aku impikan *Yah…yah sebenernya Kuliah ke Melb juga itu impian aku! hehehehe :)* dan I truly Thank Her for that!
And as time goes by… without even realising it, most of my friends and teachers I looks like to be admiring my mom so much! *And Guess what? I didn’t realise that until recently!*
Since the beginning of Uni life, my friends said that I always talked about my mom! She’s the best, she’s the hero… bla2 bla2… *I didn’t realise it that much! Until I look back at my uni works!* There’s once I need to write a story of my family…Guess who is the main Hero? Yah…yah… My Mom! hahahahaha :p
Last week, I had this presentation! *Public Speaking test!* AGAIN! I used my mom as my example! hahahahaha 
And I got 8/10 marks for that! As the tutor said, I showed so much passion in telling everybody in the class about my mom and I looked like feeling so comfortable talking in front the class. But yah… u know what I nearly faint! I hate public speaking! (Padahal asli pol! aku wes mau semaput depan kelas itu! aku asline ndak sepiroo siap hari itu, aku spontan ae kasik contoh cerita ttg mama-ku! Untung! iso lolos!) hehehehe
So… I guess I may not have the best mom or I may not have this really good or nice relationship with my mom, but I knew that she’s always the one who is going to ‘build’ my world when it came to an end.
Maybe… Ntar juga mama-ku yg carik’in jodoh buat anaknya yg single ini! hahahahaha *My mom=my macthmaker.com in the future!* hahahahahaha
